Nub and jist (if you don't want to read all this):
I-I'm really nervous about this, but.. I recently took up the courage to make a new account, so if you would like to see my new artwork c-could you +watchRibbon-Kitty
I promise I'll try to never disappear again <3
Okay.. I don't know how to start this, but..
Firstly, I want to say that I'm really, really sorry to all you guys.
ESPECIALLY those who I owe commissions to ..and I ask for your forgiveness.
You've all always been there for me.. I mean even now I can see that I've been getting pageviews like eveyday even though I haven't even been on DA.
It's not like I've stopped art..it's just for a long time, it was like something was stopping me; holding me back, and even now I don't feel free of that feeling, but it's like all my creativity was gone, and.. well everything I managed to create didn't seem worthy to you guys, s-so I just kept trying again and again, and it was just getting worse and I-I. just didn't want to dissapoint you guys. Life in general was really hard for me too, but I don't really want to say any more on that.
You all have been my lifeline(s), and I really never meant to just leave without saying anything. I know that some of you may not have necesarily noticed, but I also realise that many of you have a-and you guys really all mean the word to me, a-and I have read your meassages, and I thank you all <3
And j-just looking at this page and seeing that people had remembered me, that I actually meant something to you guys really helped me, and I know I haven't been replying or anything I-I just felt so scared but I want to tell you all now how much you all mean to me and thank you so much <3
T-this is all so serious ; ;
Sorry again for the long essay..
But I really mean it and don't ever underestimate any kindness or support you give, because to that person,, i-it means the world <3 <3 //hugs//
I-I love you all, and am so grateful for your support and friendship <3